Actress and producer, Adanma Luke, has publicly apologised to Nigerians following the tragic boat accident that claimed the lives of actor John Odonwodo, known as Junior Pope, and four other crew members.
In a video shared on her Instagram page on Monday, Adanma expressed her sorrow and grief over the incident, which occurred in April.
She revealed that the tragedy has left her battling depression, stating that the weight of the loss has been overwhelming.
“I’m just here to say that I’m sorry,” Adanma said.
“i’m sorry, Nigerians. I’m sorry I took away your loved ones. I never wanted this to happen, and I’m heartbroken that it occurred during my project. I feel like I’m losing my life bit by bit and I need prayers.
She acknowledged the criticism she has faced online since the accident, expressing her sadness over the circumstances.
Adanma further shared that the incident has deeply affected her mental health, leaving her unable to work.
“I didn’t even understand what depression was until this happened. Now, I feel like I’m gradually losing my life. I’m struggling to reach out to people for jobs. I’ve been isolated, trying to heal, but it’s been tough.”
Addressing rumors about her taking a vacation, she clarified, “People are saying I went on vacation, but I’m here for business. I’ve been indoors, doing nothing but trying to support the families who lost their loved ones. It’s been overwhelming, and I need to work, but it’s hard.”
Despite her struggles, Adanma emphasised her ongoing grief for the lost crew members, saying, “We all loved JP, and we all loved the others who lost their lives.
“My friends want me to get my sanity back, but I’m finding it hard to move on. I believe that if anything happens to me now, everyone will be at peace. I didn’t do this on purpose. God, why me? Please, Nigerians, I’m sorry.
You don’t know what I’m going through.”
Following the incident in April, the Actors Guild of Nigeria barred actors from participating in any film produced by Adanma Luke.
However, this ban was lifted on August 3.
